As a frog of little brain I don't believe a word of it.

I do know, your life is getting you down and not just a teeny, tiny bit but more like being hit by a cement truck going 60 mph.

I too feel very alone, even with family all around. Those I use to call friends no longer call. There are times I'm convinced there is nothing else to live for. How can I go on?

Still haven't found the answers. If I do figure this all out, I'll be sure to pass it along.

In the mean time use us here at PC as your life line. We are good listeners. Many, many have been through this before. We care.