Dear T,

I feel weird about how session went today. The energy just felt off. Maybe it's because you're stressed? And/or because, for part of session, I was trying to talk about anything except the move? So I wasn't being authentic? And the good-bye just felt off. Usually, if you say "have a good couple days," and I say, "thanks, you, too," you'll say "thanks" or "I appreciate that." So your just saying "You're welcome" today felt weird. Especially as I got really emotional in the last few minutes.

I do think I want to do in-person Tuesday. If today had felt good, I might have opted to just do virtual. I feel like I should have just left it be at Friday and not come in person today, but of course I can't go back in time. I know I risk Tuesday being difficult, if your office is more empty. But maybe if I could be more authentic, even if its painful and I'm crying much of the time, it would feel better? Hope it works out that I can come in.

Love,
LT