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eskielover
Did you carry guilt for a long time?
Did you carry compassion for a long time?
I feel compassion for her, and I carry guilt that I created this or put her in this desperate situation that I believe she is in now.
But she's someone I can't help.
It's like trying to rescue a drowning person who will pull you under to stay afloat. And I think she'd use anyone for a raft to stay afloat.
RDMercer