thank you . i am glad someone knows what i am feeling. it is like it is ok for them to feel but not us. i am so sick of this. and it is true they don't understand or wish not to understand. they say we have the problems not them or they say we don't talk to a doctor or we need pills...fk..i did both and didn't work for me. me thinking about what is going on and talking to those who hurt me and or sitting quiet or coming on here helps me.