Does your T do this and how do you feel about it if so?

There have been many times now where T is taking a week or 2 off, but will keep a day in there somewhere for certain clients to get a session while she’s closed to most clients.

Now she doesn’t tell people this, just the clients that she’s offering a session to. I have no doubt she is doing it for the benefit of those clients and would prefer to actually be off. I have been one of those clients multiple times and although it really helps, I feel so uneasy about it.

Any thoughts would be appreciated