@LadyShadow happy birthday 🎂

I'm so lost. The cars battery died or it's the starter. I don't want to go to my parents house and won't have enough meds anyway. So I'm going without meds which is a wonderful idea. I was hoping Victoria would feel a little better dropping out but she's worse it seems. There's only so much I can do. Every night I go to sleep hoping she'll still be here in the morning. I always tell her good night I love you because I never want her to question my love for her. People keep wanting to know when she'll get a job. I'm just happy when she shows up for dinner. I'm going to give her $100/month to pay her bills and have some spending money but h is like "where's my $100. I want $100" which is stupid and childish. So IDK. It's not fair she has to deal with all this. I just wish I could take it away from her. I just want her healthy and happy. I really need a therapist.