OK I'm putting this out there... be kind 'cause I can't handle negativity tonight.
I'm sure this is just some psychological manifestations related my problems with being touched and inability to be uninhibited during physical intimacy. I was wondering... has any one else struggled with incredible hypersensitivity immediately following an O? I rarely reach this point lately with my H, but when I do I just want him OFF ME immediately. This response seems almost reflexive. I suddenly feel claustrophobic. Just snuggling or caressing my shoulder is uncomfortable. If H attempts to continue directly stimulate me it is literally intolerable. I also feel often experience abdominal cramping then nausea. These symptoms often greatly over shadow the short live pleasure experience during the O.
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