Thanks, Sky.
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Emails get lost sometimes. T's aren't perfect.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I know he's not perfect, and that's my best case scenario (see above)--that he simply lost track of the message. I guess it is just upsetting to me because I feel that I never ask him for anything, and this one time I do, he doesn't come through for me. Yeah, he's human, I just wish he didn't have to show his failings at the moment when I needed him!

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T did say he was interested, didn't he? (My error if not.)

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">No, he has never said that. But I think he is a good enough T to discuss topics with his clients even if they are not interesting to him.

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I think it's just a bunch of unconnected circumstances, and that once this particular set of situations is passed, you can get on with discussing the issue you want to now.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Unfortunately, I believe the window of opportunity for discussing this issue has passed. Sigh. Like I said, this was the topic that was not meant to be discussed, because it never works out that we discuss it. I am thinking it is just fate and I need to yield to it.

Thanks for the hugs, Sky, and your tolerance for my irrationality. It is rare for me to allow myself to wallow in distorted thinking, but I'm really having a field day with this. I just have to let it run its course, I think, and get some sleep.

I appreciate being able to come here and dump. It is good to have a place like that. Thank you, PC.