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Wanderer of Distant Stars
Member Since May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 25,146
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Jun 29, 2024 at 01:07 PM
Nervousness about my trip coming up in October is giving me anxiety even though its a far while away. I am just nervous about traveling, I haven't done it in a while. Just overall feelings about my ex are changing. I emptied the drawers in my dresser that had some of his stuff and put them in a huge garbage bag to dump. I am going to remove all things Giovanni in my house and replace them with things that remind me of my boyfriend. I need to purge myself of the past and move on to the future.
Concerned about my sleeping. I average 4-6 hours a night when I used to do 8-9 hours. I know it's probably because I stopped taking my morning meds months ago. I don't feel tired though, and I have good energy. Taking the morning Lithium and Risperidone dose used to kill me during the day, I couldn't make it without a nap and when I went to work, I used to struggle so much. I know it's a good thing I feel better, but after being hospitalized so much in my past, I always have an underlining fear.
Hope everyone is having a good weekend and taking good care of themselves.  This morning's shower felt excellent too.
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