I canceled my trip to Los Angeles and really beat myself up about it. Apparently, my period comes at the end of the month, and since I skipped last month I didn't realize the exact dates of it, and booked my trip within my period schedule. If it were to come while I am traveling or with my boyfriend, I really think I would have lost it, so I canceled everything. I was also very anxious about traveling, so I don't think I am ready yet to commit to something like that.
The hotel gave me a full refund, but the flight didn't which annoyed me to no end. I am feeling relieved, yet very emotional since my cycle actually started today, prompting me to realize all of this. Ugh, I hate being a woman sometimes.