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Old Jul 01, 2024, 04:55 PM
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CM developed a treatment plan and had me sign it. Damn, do I feel bad about myself now. Every fcking field of assessment was a 1 or a 2 (one being most extreme negative impact on functioning and 2 being very difficult to function due to problems in that box, the highest value is 6). It was basically "poor choices," "uses (x) as self harm" over and over. There was one specific remark that makes me want to say "fcck you, I'll do this on my own," and quit treatment.

I'm a 1.

edit: ughhh I keep trying to not think about it or think "I'm really going to work on doing better," but the look of three pages of 1's and 2's and that one fccking comment makes me think I am the most fccked up person on this planet. I am trying SO HARD not to go OD in a field of poison ivy.

THEY PUT A FCCKING 1 ON MEDICATION COMPLIANCE!! I'M NOT PRESCRIBED ANYTHING!
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