Saw pdoc we're waiting till next month to up my Zoloft as he wants my husbands eyes on me. I'm fluctuating between being very understanding and being very angry. It's very confusing. Pdoc says it can be depression or a mixed state but he thinks depression. He wants to see my service dog when I get home. I'm so angry right now. I can't sleep I read about project 2025 and now I'm diving into the 1000 page document. I can't be this angry going to my parents house. I want to sh I'm so mad. I think I've been smoking to calm down. They pick me up Sunday. I can't smoke there. My body is on fire I'm so mad. I can't even point to why I'm mad.