Dr. S. - I want to send you this quote from TV show and I am trying not to email you very much. I still miss the you I had. I am not sure that will ever really go away. I miss you almost every day. The moments are shorter and the tears are less. The pain of the loss still overshadows the gratitude of once having you in my life and all you gave me. I don't know yet how to flip that ratio. I am grateful for everything you did for me. Love me