I pulled a muscle in my back just bending over. H is concerned about my thoughts and me waking up at night. I leave Sunday to my parents house. I just have to hold it together for a month. I can do this. I'm having trouble eating today but I ate enough to take my medicine. I keep cooking food and giving it away. My thoughts would not bother me except the detail and I can visualize it. I'm keeping myself safe it's just annoying.