It is true that it is difficult but I am coming up to 30 years of suffering without anything helping and it feels like it might be terminal. Something has changed and not for the good.
Well, no one can objectively test me for my diagnosis so it is probably pointless to pursue answers that do not exist.
Thank you for your time.
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MDD with Psychotic Features, Dysthymia, GAD, Cluster C personality traits - Not taking any meds