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Originally Posted by LadyShadow
You're absolutely right @raspberrytorte !! Both my husband and my boyfriend didn't think I'm that big at all, it's me the one that sees all of it. I do have such a screwed-up thyroid. I had surgery to remove it, and it just caused me to balloon up 50 pounds. So you and me are in the same boat girlfriend, battling with these same 50 pounds! The problem is I was ALREADY 200 pounds to now gain ANOTHER 50 pounds??!!! I really HATE this so much. Everything in my life has become harder because of all of this.
But I realize that I must work harder at this weight loss and stop complaining and beating myself up so much. What hurts is my gym partner basically abandoned me because she can't afford the gym anymore, although she finds money and time to waste time and buy tons of things off of TikTok, ugh. I just have zero motivation, but I MUST find a way, I MUST. Beating myself up helps no one, especially me.
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I hate looking at myself when I get in the shower. I have become so weak,
I get winded doing things last year I could not do them today. I have lost a lot of endurance. I have had 2 bad falls onto my knees.one nurse exrayed my knee and nothing was broken, so that was good though she said that I may have torn my meniscus on my right knee.
so it is getting harder and harder to do things that I normally do.I can relate to so much you have said.
sorry we are in the same boat.
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