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Originally Posted by mote.of.soul
Yes, there's no shame in reaching out to the hospital for help Why4. Maybe they do counselling and you can empty your heart and soul and everything... I mean, you can only do things by yourself for so long, I believe. Keep that glimmer of hope alive for as long as you can, because the future is uncertain anything can happen right? Positive things too! Hang in there Why4.  |
I feel like I lost hope long ago. Since then, it’s basically been damage control. It’s all I can do to keep the way I am from wrecking my life any more than it already has, or wrecking anyone else’s. My thought is that I’m just tired of putting in so much effort just to keep things at this level of hell and not worse. Just want to throw up my hands, say “I give up”, and just let it do what it’s going to do. I know that wouldn’t fix me by any means, but at the same time, I bet it would feel liberating to let go like that.