I saw my pdoc yesterday afternoon. He was in a good mood. I think Mondays are his good days. He said my mental health is fine and my meds are all ok but there clearly is something going on physically. He just left everything the same and said to see him again in 3 months unless theres an emergency.

I threw up 4 times this morning. Then I saw my therapist. I threw up on the way up. I had my Mcdonalds Halloween bucket. While I was waiting for her I went to the bathroom but I was ok. The session went fine. We just talked about the normal stuff. I threw up on the way home in my bucket.

I slept good last night. Over 11 hours. I was without music because of my headphone situation so I had no choice but to sleep. I didn't realize how much my music screwed with my sleep.

So I guess besides all this throwing up I'm doing pretty good. I am a bit anxious about Thursday but my anxiety is better then it was yesterday.

I think the reason my doctor wanted to tie my shoe was because I was wearing Adidas Sambas and they are pretty sought after shoes and he wanted to take a better look at them. Idk. Thats what I'm guessing. Maybe just ask then instead of being a weirdo.