So sorry you're dealing with this LT.
I hope a path emerges that allows you to feel more at ease with what's going on.
Feel free to PM if you want to vent.
Lost
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin