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LadyShadow · Jul 11, 2024, 11:28 AM

I have just overwhelming emotions @Blueberrybook - but my pdoc appointment is coming up soon, as well as therapy, so maybe I can come up with some solutions. I appreciate your insights though, a lot. Great on you for that 3-mile walk!

I understand you not being able to see the signs @raspberrytorte - usually when you're in it, and experiencing it, no one can tell you anything, I get it, I totally do. But you know people are worried for you and I am too - I like what @MuddyBoots said about your favorite band having more dates coming up, they might be playing closer to you in the upcoming months, so just hold out a bit longer. I know how much music means to us, but just don't go dipping into your retirement for a concert just yet okay?

As for me, I am really dragging my butt today. The new thyroid medicine could be affecting me a lot in an adverse way, I don't know. I know how you feel about your concerns @June08 - I feel the same EXACT way. I have been averaging 5 hours for nights in a row now, and also my emotions have been all over the place. Not exactly all over the place with thoughts like you described, but bursts of energy late at night - and last night my dreams were very, very strange, but I knew something good was happening. I do know how important sleep is though, and how we should really keep an eye on it.

So sorry about the job thing @MuddyBoots - you know what though? I would go for the interview anyway, especially if it's been a month already since you smoked the weed, you never know, you may get lucky! It's better to try at least, you might feel better about it.