tell them you have a phobia, or a religious thing ... or blame it on your guy... request one gender maybe? Or tell them you are prone to injury and can't risk it... that is a real deal, i have to be very careful not to be injured during something like that. To be honest massage creeped me out altogether... i don't blame you one bit for not wanting to be touched by strangers.

you don't need to have some big defence worked out... you know? It's your body.

((((chaotic))))