Thanks Scarlet. No I don’t take anything properly, have some meds that I can use as needed, kind of like a sedative.
I could be wrong but I sort of think that maybe everyone is suicidal and we all just hide it from each other. Like I don’t get what other people are actually living for and find it easy to assume that everyone is in the same boat and are just faking it.
I find it almost impossible to identify and express my feelings, if I was on meds I feel like I’d be even more disconnected from myself and then I’ll never understand my self. Does that happen to you ?