I just have this fear that Hyena will somehow take over me... then I will have no idea who I am, and we'll just be the same person. Before I knew I had DID I always had issues struggling with identity and trying to be myself and when I was aware I had DID I think it made that issue a bit worse.

I was thinking about trying a DID specialist therapist but I'm not really sure... leaving my current therapist and I'll need to get a new one anyways.