@Scooter9

I am the glad antibiotic is helping you. Wow, possibly being able to stop all meds is HUGE! Though I guess taking is slowly would be best considering your mom’s situation.
Remeron was one of the first antidepressants I took. IDK if it worked or not because I refused to take it after awhile. All I wanted to do on it was eat and sleep. It was WAY worse the Seroquel for me. Does it affect you that way?

I have been like a yo-yo all day. I sit up to try to settle down and watch Tv, do a coloring, app read, then I am texting, jumping up all the time thinking of something else that needs doing ASAP ( though in reality it could wait until I finish an episode of my show) sitting down to rest, jumping up to.do something else before I forget it. Moodwise I a m still flying a little high. Even sitting down, I constantly jump between tv, coloring app, texting, MSF, listening to Spotify.

I find myself wanting to talk nonstop even though I am normally not that talkative at all. I am more clumsy too, and I am already clumsy to start with, dropping things, running into stuff. My legs especially are all bruised up. Even my hands too and I am cutting myself a lot more than I normally do shaving.

But I have a sex drive again! Not hyper sexual but just any sex drive at all going from absolutely none just before this episode. It didn’t even happen my last manic and psychotic episode but I didn’t get to stay in hypomania very long that time.

Life is good…I am flying along, I just need to be able to rest some though.

Believe it or not, I edited this down!