'Tis also a waste of money, but insurance man. Good shyt. Wish it weren't a scam, but at least I'm "only" $50,000 in medical debt (but am in the appeal process for that "life saving treatment", so hopefully that won't be the case)

Have an appointment Friday.

I was involved in two different practices--OBGYN at one, primary at another (well, and then there's the CMHC). Regardless of which practice I go to, it's going to be a stranger I have never met before. Either will be a familiar building.

Don't even give a shyt about any possible diagnosis. I just am terrified of what I'm guessing the appointment will entail, and I have absolutely no clue how to chill tf out about it.

Might even cancel it because the discharge isn't gooey anymore. Although the spotting has gotten a bit more than it was before and now the cramps are worse and in my lower back too. We'll see how the rest of the day and tomorrow morning goes.