I saw a trauma therapist last night who will work with me. He diagnosed me with PTSD. I asked about EMDR therapy and he's getting trained in EMDR in Sept-Oct. If possible, I may also pursue that type of treatment, but his practice is located at least a couple hours drive away from where I live. We're holding virtual sessions for therapy.
At least now I have a therapist that I can meet with weekly. Thank goodness.