@MuddyBoots

I'm sorry you are feeling so alone lately. I know it's not the same but everyone here loves you. I know it's hard when you're alone and don't have anyone to turn to IRL. My best friend moved to Vermont. My other 2 best friends are actually my sisters; I am blessed in that we all 3 get along. One sister is about 30 min. away, but she has her hands full with my 3 nieces, 6th grade and under. Plus she has pneumonia right now and while she feels better after getting treatment still is needing to take it slow. My other sister lives near Dallas, which is at least a 4 hour drive away but often more if you hit bad traffic in Houston & Dallas.

You will get thru this bump in your mood. You always write interesting posts. I often think you could write quite an interesting book of your life & your journey with bipolar!!