Jul 18, 2024 at 02:57 PM
@ MuddyBoots
Thanks that helps. I'm better than I was a few days ago (no one-on-one conversations with God in my head going on), but am still way up from my baseline. Very happy, sleeping WAY less (went from 8-9 hr/night to 3 or less), but have a better filter and maybe slightly more concentration (at least I can follow the plot of a TV show now; I couldn't even follow documentaries I have watch tons of times and know by heart last week at this time).
I'd appreciate more sleep and less overspending, though to be honest, I kinda liked having convos with God. But I love having more enery, more ideas. It gets in the way of my reading though. SHYT! For every upside of hypo, there's a downside.
Well, pdoc saw me yesterday and said to come back in a week, so I guess I wasn't TOO crazy. Just a little bit. LOL.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
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