I remember your threads about men online. If you talk for years and have never met, you don’t really know what’s going on in their lives. Unless he lives on the other planet living in other countries doesn’t typically stop people, Of course he insists you are the only one. But it’s very unlikely that a person doesn’t have any romance in his life for years and only talks to someone online whom he never met. There’s nothing wrong to just talk online but I’d not compare it to in person interactions. This guy might be only available certain hours because his wife is home or maybe he was caught with his online shenanigans and now has tk be more careful

Do you work? Go to school? Volunteer? Have hobbies? I wonder if you’d benefit from focusing on something that would keep you busy and engaged in various things. I don’t know where you live but are there jobs available? Or training in something?