Thanks,

Frankly I'm thinking about parking the stuff I need to talk about, and having a conversation about how this online time is actually going to work next session.

Completely effed up that I have to think that way, of course.

Specifically, I need to talk about reassurance within the context of online sessions. 'I'm right here' makes it so much worse.

I'm not in therapy to figure out how to explain my physical disability, but that feels like it's gonna be a lot safer than trying to talk about All This online.

I still can't believe that she's doing this, but I can't say it like that.

*curls up on Couch, whimpers*