@Blueberrybook

I LOVE your cats. We have two black cats and they're my babies. One is my official ESA. I love them forever.

I don't think I'm hypo anymore. I think I'm leveling out. I'm so sleepy tired. Yawn. 🥱 I have so much work to catch up on. With the ezine and I have to listen to the audiobook version of my book straight through again to make sure there are no mistakes. Ugh. I'm so sick of Ava I could puke. Again, love her to death of course still, we just need to spend some time apart. I need to be DONE with that project so I can focus on my new project.

My sleep has still been shyt, but I've been having more rest periods yesterday and today. Oh yawn. This past hypomanic episode was the strangest hypomanic episode I've ever had, and while it was quite painful and intolerable at times, it actually taught me a lot. Like, I feel things more intensely now than before the episode, and it made me enjoy love more 💕 and music 🎶 and the night 🌙, and has cast everything in this beautiful, divine glow. It's made me realize how much I enjoy my family time and how much I love Husband. ❤️ I don't know. Usually during my hypomanic episodes I just get hyperfocused on my writing, so this one was obviously MUCH different.

Oh, and I have a TON of books I need to read because I couldn't concentrate really on reading while hypo.

So, yawn, LOTS of work to catch up!