I woke up about 30 minutes ago and I believe I have this fresh new mind. Last night's Lorazepam succeeded in helping me have a good night's sleep! And now I feel like I can try to do some of my goals like:
1. no more makeup buying and mostly do not put on makeup
2. do not idle time shopping through Amazon or anywhere else and definitely no online shopping but those few times with Amazon
3. just stay at home!