I can't stay on one thing at once: eat some, watch tv, 5 minutes, stop the tv and text, get up and go to MSF on my forum, get up to take care of litter but I forgot I did it before lunch, go back to eating and tv, stop the tv again and text my sister, finish my lunch, tv 5 min., go to a diff. show before finish the first (which I really mean to finish today) watch that 5 min., stop it, do my coloring app on my iPad for half a picture or so, back to the first program for another 5 min., back to MSF, pay attention to my cats, tv, no MSF, no iPad game...!

It is driving me CRAZY!

Why can't I commit to finishing something completely for once! I was probably diagnosed with ADHD while manic I'm thinking! But then again, pdoc loves to tack diagnoses onto me (and probably all his other patients). Probably gets more from the drug reps if he has more patients diagnosed with a certain disorder. Now, he DID try to put me on Adderall once upon a time ago, but that was a disaster! You guessed it...mania and psychosis. Guy is a highly reputable pdoc, but based upon the pdoc's I've had in the past, I have noticed there's an extremely low bar for pdoc's. At least in the suburbs of Houston (the working class ones, of course, I can't speak to the rich ones, but I'd doubt it there.) And my pdoc isn't THAT bad, he's communicative to urgent phone messages in & outside of office hours, communicates by phone & text w/ H when I'm having trouble. Drug pusher, but I've had much worse, so can't complain.

Please, please, please, can't I just finish my TV episode?! It's only 45 min. long. I've only got halfway thru it.