I am a bit worried because I've been having racing thoughts and kinda jumping from one thing to another. I also spent $71 on a Levis jacket a few days ago and $59 on a pair of shoes yesterday. And sometimes I do get pretty irritated. I did go down 20mg on my Geodon a couple weeks ago. I'm not sure its really working out being without the 20mg. I should probably go back up. My pdoc doesn't know I went down anyways.

I was also pretty paranoid yesterday about some guy walking around outside my house. But to be honest, he did look grubby and shady.

I took the 20mg Geodon and now my moods have crashed. Idk why or what that means. But I seem to have stopped with the urge to buy a bunch of jello and pudding mixes.