I'm fine with Husband taking another gummy.... just as long as he doesn't drink while he's on it! He texted me and said he's definitely NOT drinking after having one. I'm definitely not taking that shyt however. He feels okay today, just a little hungover. Luckily he texted me that work is slow today, which is good. He said he was sorry and thanked me for taking care of him and I said it was fine and there was no reason to apologize and that he takes care of me all the time. ❤️ ❤️

I just love him SO SO much.

I wish I could post a picture of us on here. 😊 I got some good ones last night.

Having a Bad Omens day and laying in bed under the blankets trying to stay warm because our a/c is making the apartment feel like a refrigerator!

@Blueberrybook

Yeah. When I was put on Zoloft the first time it made me hypo, and it was only 25mg! So I got the BP 2 diagnosis in my mid/late twenties. I was put on Lamictal and Xanax and it made me feel SO much better! I got pregnant (surprise!!!) when I was 28 and had her when I was 29. I was on zoloft while I was pregnant to help with my anxiety (and situational depression) since I couldn't be on Xanax anymore, and I'd already tapered off Lamictal. I may have puked every day my entire pregnancy 🤢 but I was definitely happy! Lol.

I didn't breastfeed. I didn't like it. Soph didn't seem to like it, but she never had a problem with her formula and was never sick or threw up.

Plus, I didn't want to do it and felt pressured by everyone to do it. I was so pissed. I mean, nine months of morning sickness, squeezing something the size of a watermelon out of my crotch, a ravaged body.... and now THIS?! I hated everything about being a new mom!!! I don't care if that sounds bad! As a woman you have to go through EVERYTHING and all your man has to do is have an O inside of you!

Honestly, as far as I was concerned, EVERYONE ELSE could breastfeed if they wanted me to do it so much!!!

FUKK!

I'm getting all pissed thinking about it. Lol.

Anyway, yeah, I know I should take my full seroquel dose... it's just making me so FAT!!! UGH. I have the past two days because I couldn't fall asleep at night. I'm also still on 50mg of loxapine, and I was hoping that would be enough to keep the entities at bay.