Ugh. Restless night. Not quite sure what's wrong with me but I've been up since 2:30AM. I forgot to put my meds out last night and my ecig ran out of vape and Husband works until 2PM today. I know I should probably take a seroquel, but I'm resisting for some reason. I have to get my booty in the shower. Maybe a soothing hot shower would make me feel better. Tried writing in my journal.

I don't know. I just feel odd. I guess it happens. I'm afraid to post anything in this thread anymore to be honest. I'm developing a list of things you can't talk about or even mention.

Scales
Mentioning how meds have made you fat
Jello
Anything spicy in nature
Throwing up (even if it's just saying your kid is sick)

Christ! I'm sure I missed something. Jesus. Can we all just chill out? I'm seriously afraid of offending people now with anything I say! I was going to say I have to get my fat booty in the shower but was worried that just by saying the word FAT it would be triggering and I only say it jokingly! Jesus Christ!! God!! Fukk!! Ugh!! I'm taking a shower.

Editing Raspberry coming in:

Sorry for sounding so exasperated. Lol. It's just one of those nights and I'm about to pop (aka have my period).