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I know then that I have climbed the mountain and reached the top...the pain is over....T says very quietly, I think all the drinking and drugging and fantasys were to stop you feeling that loneliness...after a minute i say, I think your right...in that moment everything fell into place...I said with 3mins to go that I need to go now, I Have a blinding headache and I get up....I cry all the way home in the car, but these tears are more of relief then pain!!....

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Wow, mouse, that's incredible!