I'm wondering if I should accept the scholarship for the 6 month program or go after the scholarship for the 2 year program. The 2 year program is more intense. The 6 month program I have no one breathing down my neck to complete things. At the same time $100 application fee is a bag of dog food. I'm all jumbled up right now so I don't even know if I'd get into the 2 year program with a scholarship.. I have 3 days to decide. Lots of stuff happening here.

They are also making my harness right now. So it may beat me home. I leave for home in less than a week. I learned I can't handle TV, crime shows, or awful news. My parents wanted me to download a police scanner but I said no. I already have enough anxiety I don't have to listen to crimes in progress in my area. They already found out my area is 130% above national advantage for violence crime.