Ughh doc I saw last week called, but I didn’t answer because I’m at the library, and she said to call back or wait until she calls back later. Given lab tests just got back today after being taken last Friday, and the “call so we can discuss your test results,” I’d normally say they found something (and also my ex sleeping around and trying to reach out repeatedly),’but a lot of my symptoms aren’t as bad. My immune system is pretty good, I definitely had an infected cut a few weeks ago, and I didn’t get it treated hoping I’d go into septic shock, but the redness and swelling chilled out. We’ll see I guess.

We discussed some reality acceptance in therapy today. I’m pretty good at that. I don’t expect anything good from anyone haha.