I'm impressed by your courage, Scarlet.
It makes sense to me that you would appreciate the opportunity to 'start over' in a new space.
I understand the attachment to the space that you've previously shared with L, too.
It might even be that the energy of the new space is what you both need to help you through these conflicts...or maybe I'm just rambling.
Good on you for being open to change.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin