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Jul 25, 2024, 06:23 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,608
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Anger has subsided and made way for an awful headache! YAY ME!! LOL! Thanks guys for all your support. I couldn't run and scream into pillows or play music because I was at work and I felt like I was backed in a corner. But I did manage to push through and get through the day. I didn't upset too many people thank god.
I think you should use the "I can't hear you" excuse @Nammu - its the best way to stay out of drama.
I think you will be good on the decaf @Blueberrybook - maybe you just never paid attention to the jitters before because it was never noticeable while in an episode? I know for me I didn't notice a lot of my feelings at all because I was drunk all the time, so now they are all coming out!! LOL.
I am so sorry @MuddyBoots - I hate when people do the "war stories and glory days" at meetings, that doesn't really help anyone. Have you ever tried to get a sponsor? I know I can't give you a good frame of reference because I was literally FORCED into recovery - after jail for a year and rehab and sober living for two years, I figured I better not pick up again after all that sobriety. But my heart is with you as you're going through it, I know how it can be. 
Yay for glasses @Crazy Hitch !! We rocking out together now!! So sorry @Blue_Bird , I am sorry you're feeling this right now. We are here for you. 
Congratulations at organizing and cleaning your closet and making room @Mountaindewed - I know how important that is to have a clean space, my closet definitely needs some of that!!
So, after my tantrum this morning, I buried myself into work and calmed the eff down. I was just so aggravated at every little thing. I hope my period doesn't come right when I am at Galaxy Con tomorrow, ugh! I know it's on its way though, I feel the feelings. But on my way home I stopped by a comic book shop and got my badge for tomorrow yay!! I am so excited!! Going to bed early so I can get good parking and see Wil Wheaton speak at 11am!!
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