6 months off alcohol now. I never quite dedicated to quitting everything at once due to the state of my overall mindset. I'm different now. Now I'm wanting away from all of everything.

For myself, marijuana is medicinal but I do hope to eventually lessen that to a more practical point. Other than that, I've done nothing for about a week. Offers, turned them down. I just don't see the appeal as I once had.

Step 4 of the program and it's whooped my ***, as expected. My sponsor has been essential, along with meeting and stepwork. I'm discovering who I am, which I've truthfully never known.

I still want this and I still need this. I deserve this and it's a sentence to a life of something I've never understood. A lot changes in a month. This was interesting to look back on.