Sorry for those of you struggling right now. (...)

I was invited too but I don't feel up to going yet and socializing with the parents especially since H told them about my bipolar and manic episode.

H told them I was bipolar years ago. He tells pretty much all his aquaintences about it, says he hates skirting around the truth when people ask how I'm doing or why I'm not in attendance at some event. I'm not sure how I feel about that, embarrassed and just a bit on display and worried about what people think of me even though H says the people he tells are very understanding, but I still worry about it. I have social anxiety too, so that doesn't help