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Old Jul 26, 2024, 09:38 AM
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At the cafe. I left work one hour early. Felt like taking a break despite my implementation not working. Or so it seems at a first glance. Will continue tomorrow.

I spent quite a bit today and my savings potential dropped with 10 bucks. It's ok. If I can save 20 bucks, I'm happy. Though, 40 would've been better. Couldn't resist buying a smoothie to get the vitamins and all, and some desert after lunch with coffee (a vegan chocolate & hazelnut cookie). Was yummy. 😋

Tomorrow I'll relax in the morning. No work. Or so I think. Then I'll head to work to have my decaf Americano with oat milk and a croissant 🥐
Then I'll work and then I'll have lunch (the magic smoked tofu wrap with a decaf oat latte). Some more work and then, the most awaited event of the week: Chana Masala medium spicy with some green chilli and steam basmati rice 🍚

Sunday I've to shave my beard and head after taking a shower. For afternoon, I've rented Mortal Kombat (the 1995 movie). I'm curious of what I'll think of it now since last time I saw it I was a child. I liked it back then. Sub-Zero was my favorite.

Now, relax. Would be nice if I could totally relax for once. But, unfortunately, my very dire circumstance doesn't allow me. Stress when I'm in the shelter due to abuse, stress outside at the thought I've to return to that place. Complex Trauma inducing environment and the society couldn't care less but chooses to stigmatize homelessness. We are very "resilient".