Hi Sunrise,

I'm hoping you can indeed get in touch with your T one way or another, by email or phone. It sounds to me like your desire to discuss this issue is growing, not decreasing, and also it might help to talk about your working relationship with your T. I'm wondering if you might be feeling frustrated or angry with your T. It's hard to talk about those things in the working relationship, but it can help to get it out on the table.

My thoughts are sure with you....it sounds like a hard time....please take extra-good care of yourself.

Thinking of you,
ErinBear