I'm so anxious to drive now I don't! Husband hauls my booty around everywhere, but he doesn't seem to mind. After my last REALLY bad manic episode I suddenly became afraid of driving. No clue why. It's very strange though. I can't drive at night anymore anyway because my eyesight is too bad. I hate getting old!!!! My birthday is coming up and I am NOT happy. 😡

I've decided to try and quit vaping again. That would put an extra two hundred dollars in my pocket a month! I want to save that money and get a bunch of tattoos. I had a cool dream last night about having a bunch of tattoos on my arms. Currently I have five. I want to get at least two more. I'm so excited! We even already have some nicotine gum in the house. Oh, and I FINALLY found some Sleep Token stickers. Yay! My laptop is going to look so cool. 😊

I was literally doubled over in pain before, but I've been slowly getting the household chores done. Rinsed off like a thousand dishes and loaded the dishwasher and cleaned the kitchen. Took out the garbage. Just have to do the cat litters. And that is all I'm doing today as far as chores go. THEN I get to listen to my audiobook for the millionth time. UGH. HELP ME!!!!!