Thank you all for being so caring towards me!

Changed my meds yesterday... hope that will help

For the first time I feel like I want to listen to the psychologist and go to the hospital to stay a few days to rest and really sort out my meds.... At the same time it would be no rest for me having to use the bathroom there... sleep in another bed... OCD-triggers.

I can't go... I have to take care of especially our son who's in a bad place right now and struggling with having to go to the respite. I also have to keep an eye on and guide the respite personal... That sounds horrible, I know... but that's how it is... they are supposed to be professionals but the don't know how to treat him in so many ways.