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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
Part of me feels I've dealt with it, back when I originally thought he was moving a month ago and will be fine. But I'm also wondering if I'm going to totally fall apart either during session Sunday or just after.
I was talking about marriage stuff, which is important, especially in light of some recent conflicts. But also possibly avoidant in some ways. I feel like I was sharing about emotional stuff, but not getting emotional, if you understand what I mean. Like I was afraid if I started really crying, then other stuff would come out.
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Thanks, LT.
Missed this somehow last night.
R said she wanted me to be honest with her, at which point I thought 'No, you really effing don't.'
I'm glad you understand my avoiding emotional topics to feel more safe.
What R is asking of me feels very much like the opposite of what we have been working towards.
A lot of the time I am so detached that I struggle to identify what I am feeling.
Now I have all the feelings, but no physical safe space to process them.
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