I just looked at my credit card balance online! Omg. It started out with eating out all the time but then I had to pay $55 for the lidocaine maalox mouth salve and then I bought the biotene toothpaste which I need and welp I’ll be paying this bill off for a few months! I’ll have to cut down on spending. Thing is I used to be fine! It’s just this evil mania that got away with me. At the time before I knew it was the toothpaste/dry mouth hurting my mouth so bad I felt I had no choice but to buy the mouth liquid at the place that doesn’t take insurance. I’ll be paying this off over several months. My vet credit card has a balance too but it’s got reasonable payments that I can make over in time. I just know my credit score has taken a hit because I’m over the one third mark of my limit. And to top it off I need gas but I hope I can hold out till I get my money again in a few days. I always like to fill up at half a tank but I’m just below that now.

Tomorrow is church with N3 playing the prelude on the piano and he and his dad singing their duet. They’ve been practicing so it should sound spectacular! I hope the recording comes out good. I’m going to sit up front and use my iPad to record it too just because but I really want a copy of the recording the other choir member is making. I can’t tell you how excited I am to go hear them and get a recording! N3 is picking me up on the way to church so we only have to find one parking spot

I read the side effects of Risperdal on the link at the meds board here and now I’m scared! Too many and TD is one of them! So many bad side effects- including death! And I was just trying to look up breast milk production which I had last time I was on it!

My Chicago friend wants to get together soon as it’s been almost 3 months since our trip when we last saw each other. We are talking about going to Big Chuck’s for pizza! They have the best pizza. We’ve only been there once and it was so good!