Some good progress is:



So I'm happy about that, I've been tempted to use it multiple times, but my psychiatrist is right, it was a smart decision to stop. I was only doing it for a couple months but it destabilized me very fast. Now I'm happy to enjoy life without chasing highs that are detrimental to my mental health. I honestly feel better without it. I don't have a problem with it or people that use it, I just feel that it doesn't mix well with me being bipolar, it's likely to send me into an episode and it is NOT worth it